second time in my life with an infection in my lungs. NOT HAPPENING AGAIN! IT’D BETTER NOT HAPPEN AGAIN. feel like i’m dying…
because you only live this life once, i choose not to close the door to any opportunity that could make a positive impact on my life.
ever get those nights when you don’t want to be alone? tonight is one of them.
george comes home this weekend! so excited (: can’t wait!
there comes a point in your life when no one can provide satisfaction except yourself and God. i’ve come to that point. i need to set my soul free. i need to explore. i need to love and be loved. i hate how my growth is stunted by the unfortunate events around me. oh, life, how cruel you are to me. still, i’m grateful for my abled body and an inquisitive mind.
i know one day, all of this will be worth while. learning to view life from a mountain top. it’s easier to let go of the simple incongruities when you understand the grand scheme of things.
one step at a time… taking one step at a time.
i’m so sick of papers, and studying, and finals… i hate physics, i hate bio, i hate chem, i hate the natural sciences program at UT, i hate rain, i hate dorm food, i hate bad coffee, i hate being poor… i hate everything and anything related to health and grammar. currently, i hate words… so much hate. i just want the next four days to fly by so i can finally go home —— and study for my mcat ): WAH. being pre-med sucks sometimes!
listening to justin timberlake; trying to write a goddamn paper; contemplating why so much dark aura is in my life.
why is it that there’s a youtube video of the fridayfoamswordfight at UT … where the guy gets hit buy a bus…. and all that people write are hateful comments under the video. do you guys not feel bad for him, the bus driver, his friends, his family? is life and death really just a joke to you guys? so disgusted by society.
Thankful for my Persian beauties <3 yesterday was much needed.
recently, i’ve really been into colorblocking/ 70’s style pumps. mmmm can’t get enough!