Some nights you sit there in silence and darkness and think to yourself all the thoughts of the world. In my solitude my heart yearned. I needed a greater compassion and hope to stay strong and to hold on. This is the cry of my heart. Lord, burn in me a meager candle light and set my heart aflame. Let my heart cry a passionate plea of longing and love for You. Lord, save my soul for I...
I’d rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.– Kurt Cobain (via quote-book)
Phantom of the Opera.
Tonight I’m going to watch the broadway show Phantom of the Opera. I bought the ticket very spontaneously. I’ll be sitting Row D of the Orchestra section. I have good seats and good company. Can’t wait to see what it’s like. Hopefully it’s worth the sum of money I spent on the ticket. (:
Today I’m feeling rather apathetic. I have so much to do and yet I haven’t even started. So tired!!!! Last night, I went over to George’s place and ate ramen and watched lost. Only if life everyday were this simple.
115. I can't explain what I'm feeling.
I woke up at 12:30 PM today. I can’t seem to fall asleep before 4 AM. Oh, how I hate insomnia. Went to H-mart and spent 350$. Now I just want to curl up in my bed and watch a sappy movie while sipping on some citron tea.
Man do I feel like Alice from Alice In Wonderland. It feels SO good to be home. Home cooked meal, a decently sized bed, my dog, my piano, all the things I’ve missed are right here next to me. Can’t believe I can only stay for a week! ):
Can't keep my eyes opened.
For the last past week, I’ve been living off of maybe 3-4 hours of sleep every night. For some reason, it was so much easier to do it high school. Now, I’m just exhausted. It seriously feels like there isn’t enough hours in a day to finish everything I need to do. Today I have 2 quizzes a lab and a midterm. Now, it may not sound like a lot, but it’s VERY time consuming....
Education is what remains after one has forgotten everything they have learned...– Albert Einstein (via quote-book)
Sometimes, I just don’t give a shit.
Today I miss the ocean. I miss the sweet, salty air. I miss the cool breeze. I miss the coarse sand between my toes. Sometimes, I feel like I can’t breathe anymore. It’s as if the world closes in tighter and tighter till I have nowhere to go but here. I miss that exhilarating feeling I get when I run in the sand with not a care in the world. I miss the songs of the waves and the warmth...
The opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference.– Elie Wiesel (via quote-book)